a lot on my mind

i've had too much time to think the last couple of days. maybe becasue we've been away for a week. went to spain with my parents last week. we got home this wendsday but i'm still not back on track. for once i've started to use english words again, silly i know! but when we were where in spain i had to use it again, and it kinda stuck with me after that. i got so use to it when i lived over there and thankfully it's still there back in my head.

anyways, we had a wonderful time in spain. went to Tossa De Mar, it's rather close to Barcelona. it was great. we had a wonderful time and the weather couldn't be better. the hotel was great as well, besides the bed's. don't know if the people in spain are made of rock or something but the bed's we had were made or something close to that. but since all of us where kinda tired after an entire day out in the sun we fell asleep rather good ayways. besides C, who fell out of his bed the first 2 nights befofre we managed to make it more secure for him. can't really say i loved the food down in Spain ether. there where a lot of french frise and pizza down there. sounds like i didn't like it all, doesn't it? but i really did. i loved getting away for a while. lay on the beach and jump into the ocean once in a while. it was really great and i would love to do it again. C seemed to like it too, as long as it didn't get to hot. it was J's first time ever, i mean he's been in Denmark and Germany but nothing like this. and of course it was C's first time flying. but he didn't absolutly great! he even slept through take off and landing when we flu home. incredible kid! but then he got sick on monday so that might have something to do with it. he has been sick a lot latley but everytime we go to see a doctor, we can't seem to get the one we want. she was on vaccation this time around. really sucks, becasue the last doctor we had was really great. hopefully C will get better once this medicin have kicked in. well, back to Spain, I'll try to put up som pics soon enough. but as i start working on monday and i know myself pretty well by now, i know it might take a few days or weeks...

i know there's so many things i should need to take care of but i don't have the energi for it. hopefully it's just the weather that makes me low. and once that kicks in i start to think too much. about everything, school, life, kids (well, more kids...), the house, money, everything. it drives me crazy! and J as well, because i forget to talk to him and answer him if he talks to me, because i'm so lost in my own little bubble.

take care!